Ever since my undergrad, I've been taking challenging math classes. Starting with the sophomore year, I faced some difficult proofs I had to learn (and be able to recite at an exam with slight modifications) and now I'm doing a PhD and still dealing with proofs that take so much of my mental energy.
Now I am in no way the brightest guy in the classroom, but I managed to get through these courses with mostly A's. The problem is when I look back, I remember nothing. Moreover, comparing the time it took for me to be able to do pages of proofs on assignments to how I'm able to absorb information so quickly in my area (AI in vision), I feel like I might be lacking some talents in math. When I read the most recent article DeepMind has published, it is a breeze. But if there is a single proof there, I'll have to be a lot slower, have my pen and paper ready and do lots of iterations.
I had a lot of friends who were extremely smart, but I remember that even they didn't feel too comfortable with proofs (way more comfortable than me though).
So I'd like to ask, is there a thing such as being naturally wired to understand and do proofs? I understand if you do it every day, you'll get familiarized and be a lot more adept in it, but are you or have you ever witnessed someone that picks it up right away?
I always felt it's fun to do this, but I am not going to be the best at it since I spend so much effort (hence I didn't pursue a maths career).
Thanks in advance!
You should read some of Dr Laura Alcock's books such as "How to think about Analysis" OUP ISBN 978-0-19-872353-0. She has an amazing way of talking about how to think about and study proofs. She has written several books but it may just be what you need to help.