I am still a senior in high school and want to major in computer science when I go to college this fall. I still struggle to see how algebra and calculus is really used to solve problems in the world. I have never been a big fan of mathematics because I fail to see where it is useful. I've been told it's used in almost everything but that was too vague of an explanation for me. For me personally, if I do not see something as useful in, I blow over it, that's why my math grades for the last 4 years have been average at best. I haven't really been interested in it a whole lot as much as I am interested in programming languages and the computers. Again, I know mathematics was used in the making of both of those things but I feel I was taught mathematics by my teacher for sake of knowing it but never really applied it to anything in my life at all. A lot of people around me say they like math and doing all sorts of calculations, but I fail to see their interest.
The point of this is that I WANT to like math and understand it more than as something I need to know to get a better grade in school. I am afraid of getting to college and question why I am spending money on something, I feel as of now, isn't relevant to my interests. I still don't see the connection between it and other fields. Are there any eye opening articles or problems you recommend me to look at to get a better understanding of it all?
Anything at all is appreciated, I've had this problem for the longest time and I don't want to get myself into something I'm not completely comfortable with.
HS
I don't think you need an article, but a change of attitude. Education is about self improvement. If you don't want to improve, then don't clutter up our schools. Asking how math is used in real life is like a football player asking the coach when he's going to do a push-up in a game. He not. The push-ups make him strong and he uses his strength in the game. Learning deep math makes your brain strong. Maybe you never do calculus in your job, but you do your job well because your brain isn't all mushy.
I wonder if you see the Catch-22. In order to understand how valuable the math is, you have to know the math. Either trust those who are older and wiser or take your chances.