I know this might sound quite an odd question but I'll try to explain myself. Previously in calculus I understood the meaning of a series to be "converging" like $\sum_{n=1}^\infty \frac{1}{n^2}$ because I understood what it meant, which is that if you keep on summing terms to terms like so $$\frac11+\frac 14+\frac 19+\frac{1}{16}+\dots$$ it would eventually converge to a number that is well known. But I've been learning now complex analysis and never really stopped to understand what it actually means that a series has a radius of convergence like $\sum_{n=0}^\infty z^n=\frac{1}{1-z}$ has the radius of convergence of 1, and that for $|z|<1$ it converges but for $|z|>1$ it diverges, what does it mean?
And yes, I have read several questions here but none satisfied myself fully, also other sources like my book don't really explain this well, they just focus on how to find that radius of convergence, not it's meaning
The difference is that the series $$\sum_{n=1}^\infty \frac{1}{n^2}=\frac{1}{1}+\frac{1}{4}+\frac{1}{9}+\ldots$$ involves adding numbers, while $$\sum_{n=1}^\infty z^n=z+z^2+z^3+\ldots$$ does not. Because $z$ is not a number. It is a variable. So for the first series I mentioned above, you can ask "does it converge"? and that question makes sense with a single yes/no answer. For the series $\sum_{n=1}^\infty z^n$, you can ask "does it converge"? But that question doesn't make sense with one yes/no answer, because you could get different yes/no answers for different choices of $z$. For example, if we take $\sum_{n=1}^\infty z^n$, plugging in $z=1/2$ yields $$\frac{1}{2}+\frac{1}{4}+\frac{1}{8}+\ldots=1,$$ exactly as you understand convergence. But if we plug in $z=2$, we get $$2+4+8+\ldots,$$ which diverges. So for something like $\sum_{n=0}^\infty c_n(z-a)^n$, instead of asking "does it converge?", we ask "for which $z$ does it converge"? The answer to this question will be a set of $z$s. That set is always a disk centered at the point $a$, and so it makes sense to ask what is the radius of that disk. (The radius can be $0$, in which case the "disk" is really just the point $a$, and the radius can be $\infty$, in which case the "disk" is the whole complex plane).
When we write, for example, $$e^z=\sum_{n=0}^\infty \frac{z^n}{n!},$$ you may be confused about the meaning, because you are thinking of the terms being added until they "eventually converge" to a number (not a function). But all this means is that for each particular $z$ value within the disk of convergence, when I evaluate the series with that specific number, the right side will converge to the function on the left side evaluated at that point, eg $$e^2=\sum_{n=0}^\infty \frac{2^n}{n!}.$$ The right side is a series of numbers and it converges to $$1+\frac{2}{1!}+\frac{4}{2!}+\frac{8}{3!}+\ldots=e^2\approx 7.38905609893.$$