When my lecturer uses the word Gaussian random variable, he always writes the pdf of the Gaussian instead of the random variable itself.
For example,
given a random variable $X$ Gaussian, $f_X(x) = \frac{1}{\sqrt{2\pi \sigma^2}}\exp(-\frac{1}{2}\sigma^{-2} x^2)$
I am so confused as to why can't we talk about $X$ itself without using pdf?
Recall the definition of random variable is a function $X$ that maps outcomes to the real numbers i.e. $X: \zeta \to \mathbb{R}$
In this case, given $X$ is Gaussian, what are the outcomes of the sample space and what is the value that $X$ has assigned to outcomes of the sample space?
The domain of $X$ is $\Omega$, which can literally be anything. For example $X(\text{ I roll a six}) = 1$
So when I roll a six, the random value $X$ takes on the value $1$. So random variables "transfer" events into real numbers (in reality, things are more general; you need not to have $\mathbb R$ )
Now the point is that you have no idea "how often " does $X$ takes on the value $1$, because it depends on what happens in the real world ie. If I roll a six or not.
So $X$ is actually deterministic, it associates to certain events certain values. The idea then is that if you know the probabilities of certain events happening, you know the probability that $X$ takes on a certain value.
So technically we defin $\Omega$, a probability $P$ on $\Omega$, which induces through the relation $X$ a probability $P_X$ on the reals. In practice we just assign $P_X$ (for example a gaussian ) and we don't specify $\Omega$ and $P$